My canvas got delivered today, so I can keep on painting. The style I’m doing now is a grind and very repetitive to paint, but it looks good and puts me in a flow. All is well. On to the next exhibition! I’m keeping an art journal again, which even includes some naughty work that I painted to channel my sexual drive towards something creative. Also made some birthday portraits, which are in my portfolio on this site.
The urges come and go – it’s pretty tough not to act on them. Now that I know how long it takes for sperm cells to mature I’ve got an extra reason not to masturcuck.
The forum still doesn’t work well. It’s a server issue and I’m resolving it with my host. Nothing comes easy.
The weather is nice! Makes me feel very happy. Days are longer and diet is pretty solid. My days at least have some rythm.
I’m a bit late with work for Uni, but I’m too blessed to be stressed. I’ll do it soon. will have to hand in a paper on Pynchon and (probably) do a re-take exam and then I might get every EC for this block – which means I’ll be allowed to keep on studying. Got to apply myself this week. New block starts next week.
How’s your quarantine? Hope you’re productive and/or creative – watching Netflix and gaming all day won’t let you get out of this situation in a better way.
I’m sleeping on the ground tonight. Laid down a few mats and sleeping camping-style. This is so when the morning sun hits my window, I can get up and not be indulged by laziness. Maybe a new way of doing things? My dad used to do this when my brother and I slept over. Respectable. It’s good for your back, he said. Also it helps me keep my room clean.
Since I can write from my phone, I have no excuse not to write – and yet it’s been a while. I write when I want, I guess. But to hone my skills it’s essential that I do it daily. Writing has got to be automatic, like putting on underwear. Both are activities I should do more often. Writing this post on my phone feels like coming home after a day of work.
- Cold shower
- Put on underwear
- Breakfast: granola with fruit
- Tidy bedroom
- Do Uni work
- Go to job
- Eat dinner
I’m hooked on this song. So catchy. Heard it for the first time while locked into Rinse FM. Also, Skepta has released a new album. Fun fun fun.
Don’t forget to do something worthwhile with your time. Fuck Netflix and TV and fuck your couch, at least fuck on your couch. YOLO, Like the cool kids in 2012 used to say.
Until the next time.