Since my psychosis death has been on my mind. It comes and goes, in varying degrees: Some days I think I will die that day all the time, which could be caused by being run over by a bus, being violently mugged or just by any other cause of death you can think of. Heart […]
As I’m progressing in my non-alcoholic journey (at least 240 days sober), my eyes open up more and more. I am seeing and hearing things that I don’t yet fully believe. As I’m experiencing more and more parties in which I stay sober, my mind grows accustomed to this new, clearer state of being. I […]
Sometimes, I feel an urge. An urge to do something. Whether it be writing, painting or dancing, I try to follow my instincts. A lit of people suppress their instincts. They fallacy their way out of taking action. Now is not the time. I’ve got X things to do. I’ve never learned how to do […]
Every day is a new day.
I did 100 pushups yesterday. I want to get in shape but I could barely manage. Tonight I’ll do another 100, faster than I did them yesterday. Excercise makes me feel good. You can be fit and of sound mind, but you have to work for it. Nothing comes for free. It’s easier living a […]